It does sound like you need to make sure you're doing Lunacon (or Worldon) with a group when you can, organizing one around you when you don't have one yet -- you certainly know enough people to be able to glom when your "usual" group is scattered (and we most certainly do -not- mind having you around, you know).
I've noticed that, having oscillated a -lot- over my years (um. 13 of them. Yow) in Fandom, that I tend to go through a lot of different modes...but usually seem to bounce between groups, hanging out with a cluster of freinds for a long while, and maybe at some point peeling off to hang with a different cluster, but not really wandering around alone for all that long, given a choice. Certainly, my Lunacon writeup (now complete through Saturday Night; still working on Sunday; should send off the first two parts) shows this.
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It does sound like you need to make sure you're doing Lunacon (or Worldon) with a group when you can, organizing one around you when you don't have one yet -- you certainly know enough people to be able to glom when your "usual" group is scattered (and we most certainly do -not- mind having you around, you know).
I've noticed that, having oscillated a -lot- over my years (um. 13 of them. Yow) in Fandom, that I tend to go through a lot of different modes...but usually seem to bounce between groups, hanging out with a cluster of freinds for a long while, and maybe at some point peeling off to hang with a different cluster, but not really wandering around alone for all that long, given a choice. Certainly, my Lunacon writeup (now complete through Saturday Night; still working on Sunday; should send off the first two parts) shows this.